…... प्रेम तर व्हायचंच होतं …..

…. प्रेम तर व्हायचंच होतं ….. 


प्रेम तर व्हायचंच होतं... 
लफड्यात तर पडायचंच होतं …. 
try तर बरंच केलं मी …. 
पण जे कुणीतरी लिहून ठेवलंय ते तर व्हायचंच होतं …. 
प्रेम तर व्हायचंच होतं…… 

रात्रीचं जगायचं होतं …. 
Whole day ढगांत तरंगायचं होतं …. 
कोणाच्यातरी नादात…. 
mobile चे bills भरायचे होते…. 
प्रेम तर व्हायचंच होतं…

काम धंद्यांचे वांदे व्हायचे होते …. 
appraisal list मधून नाव delete व्हायचे होते …. 
overtime चे income संपून …
half-day चे deductions व्हायचेच होते …. 
प्रेम तर व्हायचंच होतं…. 

बंद डोळ्यांत स्वप्नं …. 
आणि उघड्या डोळ्यांतून पाणी तरंगायचंच होतं …. 
गर्दीत एक एकट वाटायचंच होतं …. 
हसता हसता चुकून रडायचंच होतं …. 
प्रेम तर व्हायचंच होतं….. 

कोणाच्या तरी आठवणीत संपूर्ण दिवस waste करायचाच होता …. 
कोणाचातरी चेहरा डोळ्यांसमोर ठेऊन …. 
कागदांवर दोन चार lines लिहायच्याच होत्या …. 
कश्यातरी rhyme करून …… 
यासारख्या पोएम्स बनयच्याच होत्या …. 
प्रेम तर व्हायचंच होतं…

“Choices”…

“Choices”… I never like my name when I was kid ..... so, I alwayas used to think what could I have done if I could choose things in my life. I know it's not always possible to choose things of your choices .... but though .... it would have been an amazing experience ... "Choices".....   I wish what an amazing life I would have... if I would choose things in my life.... it would be life of my choices... it would be my own life...   I would choose my name... choose my school... choose subjects I want ... & I would choose teachers I want ... I would also choose the questions I want in the exams... than to study all the syllabus ....   I would choose my friends ... my enemies ... then life would be like an FB .... I would choose .... with whom to talk or not ...   I would choose my thoughts, I would choose my dreams .... The Days & nights ... would have been of my choices .... The stars I choose would shine in the night ...   I would choose the place where to live ... choose the place where to work ... I would choose my neighbours ... would choose my colleagues  ....   I would choose people in my Life ... choose for whom I fall ... with whom I could stand ... I would choose my crush .... could choose my love .... that would minimize the risk of getting hurt .....   The choices I want ... the choices I made .... Always include "you" .... for no reason ... for no purpose .... I wish you could have chosen  me too ....

.... You are the one ....

.... You are the one .... 




You are the one I want in my life,
You are the one I cant live without,
You are the one I'm crazy about,
You are the one I love too much,
You are the one I dream about,
You are the one I pray for,
You are the one I miss every moment,
You are the one reason for me still on FB,
You are the one "YOU" in my every status update,
You are the one with whom I wished to share my whole life,
You are the one whom I will keep listening for hours,
You are the one I trust the most,
You are the one i admire the most,
You are the one my bestest friend,
You are the one my lucky charm,
You are the one who knows all my secrets,
You are the one inspiration behind all my thoughts,
You are the one my motivation,
You are the one reason behind my last breakup,
You are the one thing i am most serious about,
You are the one thing for me to stay alive,
You are the one thing I would die without,
You are the one thing that beats my heart,
You are the one for whom I will do everything,
You are the one who changed me from what I was,
You are the one who ave made me what I'm now,
I know, I may not be anything for you,
but... trust me,
for me there was only one "YOU",
there is still only one "YOU",
& there will also be only one"YOU" ,
You are the everything for me .....

.... Life is just living ....

.... Life is just living ....




Life is just living it ...
Yes I'm living ,
but dying inside,
My heart is just beating,
coz, there's nothing else it can do ...
Yes I'm breathing ...
but suffocated in side ...
I'm still alone in this crowd,
Yes I'm laughing,
Also .... I'm crying inside ....
But my eyes don't know how to hide,
I looked satisfied,
can't see ... I'm hungry inside...
I looked energetic,
but .... tired ...... inside,
I'm so tired of pretending everything is "OK"
My tears are starting to show,
But though .. 
always hopes for everything amazing ....
Life is just .... amazing .....

A letter to my heart…..

A letter to my heart…..

Dear Heart,

Thank you for always being with me …. thank you you never stop beating for me & you make no demands …. But these days I think you have increased your demands and expectations for the other people. I have always listen to you …. trust what you say… n followed you,… but every time I do so I drop myself in trouble. So I have decided that now onwards I’ll just listen to what my brain says & not what you want. 

I agree that I found happiness on your shown path but that path always has many troubles, it breaks many relationships …. & you always left me alone in troubles… and finally my brain has to take care of the situations, you & me too … And this time brain has decided never listen to you.

Now coming to the point I think you are again trying to fall in love. I have already strictly warned you don’t go for such things again & again … coz … you know the final result better…. and other thing my dear heart … why she?… think again yaar …. coz you know better that brain is not going to listen you this time …. Brain always follows the reality…. & in reality … even you know very well … that I’m not the eligible person for her…. She deserves much more yaar… And why you are expressing yourself so louder? … When she’ll know that all these things I’m doing are just for her …. You might not know what will be her reactions … but brain knows that very well. He have already stopped you from letting her know these in any way … but anyhow you always control eyes & make them say what you feel.

I know that you are very strong and you can handle every situation as you have handled all previous break-ups. Though brain don’t want to take risk this time… & even I think he is right. This is a good decision for me and as well for you too.

I don’t know I should listen to whom? … I am sandwiched between you and brain. And this time I think brain is right.  And even my stars are not with me … so I’m not willing to take risk this time… at least in her case. I know it’s difficult to pretend that you don’t love some one … if you really do…. but I want you to try this to… coz this will be very difficult for me to handle if you broke yousrself  this time.

I don’t know how you have kept silent for the long time since I’m writing this letter. Please yaar heart, think of me this time and take your next decisions.

Always because of you,

******