i miss something ....

i miss something ....

i miss something....
don't know what that something is...

i miss the way u hold my hand.
i miss the way u looked into my eyes 
i miss the way u felt for me.
i miss everything about you.

i miss you....
i miss the way you smiled at me
i miss the way you talked to me
i miss the day you & me ... we became friends

i miss your likes 
i miss your comments 
miss smses you sent
i miss our online chats

i miss you in my life
i miss you in my smile 
you are there in my dreams
but my eyes keep searching for you all around

i miss the way we walked along together
i miss the way your hair wave onto my shoulder 
i miss the way you looked when we get wet in rain
i miss how beautiful you looked

i miss you in my friends
i miss your lecturers ...
I miss lessons you give ....
I miss the wishes you give ...

I miss something ...
I don't know what.....
But i know d only fact .....
I miss you a lot .....

You have never understood….

You have never understood...

You have never understood...
my friendship...
my relationship....
my care...
my tear....
my anger...
my fear....
my trust...
my behavior...
my promises....
my commitments....
my dreams...
my imaginations....
my messages....
my poems....
my feelings...
my emotions...
my expectations.... 
my importance...
my existence....
my love .... 
my life....
& me...
You have never understood me ....
You can never understand me....

 

“Choices”…

“Choices”… I never like my name when I was kid ..... so, I alwayas used to think what could I have done if I could choose things in my life. I know it's not always possible to choose things of your choices .... but though .... it would have been an amazing experience ... "Choices".....   I wish what an amazing life I would have... if I would choose things in my life.... it would be life of my choices... it would be my own life...   I would choose my name... choose my school... choose subjects I want ... & I would choose teachers I want ... I would also choose the questions I want in the exams... than to study all the syllabus ....   I would choose my friends ... my enemies ... then life would be like an FB .... I would choose .... with whom to talk or not ...   I would choose my thoughts, I would choose my dreams .... The Days & nights ... would have been of my choices .... The stars I choose would shine in the night ...   I would choose the place where to live ... choose the place where to work ... I would choose my neighbours ... would choose my colleagues  ....   I would choose people in my Life ... choose for whom I fall ... with whom I could stand ... I would choose my crush .... could choose my love .... that would minimize the risk of getting hurt .....   The choices I want ... the choices I made .... Always include "you" .... for no reason ... for no purpose .... I wish you could have chosen  me too ....

.... You are the one ....

.... You are the one .... 




You are the one I want in my life,
You are the one I cant live without,
You are the one I'm crazy about,
You are the one I love too much,
You are the one I dream about,
You are the one I pray for,
You are the one I miss every moment,
You are the one reason for me still on FB,
You are the one "YOU" in my every status update,
You are the one with whom I wished to share my whole life,
You are the one whom I will keep listening for hours,
You are the one I trust the most,
You are the one i admire the most,
You are the one my bestest friend,
You are the one my lucky charm,
You are the one who knows all my secrets,
You are the one inspiration behind all my thoughts,
You are the one my motivation,
You are the one reason behind my last breakup,
You are the one thing i am most serious about,
You are the one thing for me to stay alive,
You are the one thing I would die without,
You are the one thing that beats my heart,
You are the one for whom I will do everything,
You are the one who changed me from what I was,
You are the one who ave made me what I'm now,
I know, I may not be anything for you,
but... trust me,
for me there was only one "YOU",
there is still only one "YOU",
& there will also be only one"YOU" ,
You are the everything for me .....

... Life is just Amazing ....

... Life is just Amazing ....

For some "Life" is a compromise,
for some it's a puzzle ...
Some might say it's a race you have to win,
& some will play as it's just a game ...


somewhere it's happy ...
somewhere it's sad...
It's just a story ....
that will make you mad ...


For teens ... LOVE is Life ...
& those who have experienced love ... 
Life remains only as emotions ...


Life looks beautiful for some ...
some feels it's too ugly ...
She say's my life is different ...
I said ... "who cares?"


For some Life is family ...
some will say .. friends make life ...
some will give the diplomatic answer as ...
Family + Friends = Life ...


Life is a mountain ... you have to climb ...
it's the river you t swim over....
I't the Ice-Cream ....
eat it before it melts ,,,,,


Life is a Dream ...
live & fight for ....
every achievement ....


Life is not a Book,
It's not also a biography ....they write ....
It's not the painting you draw ...
it's the color you use ...


"Life" .... it's thinking ...
it's acting...
it's feeling ...
it's living ....
it's like the daily soaps ...
but it's full hopes ....
& for every one ....
Life is just amazing ....

.... Life is just living ....

.... Life is just living ....




Life is just living it ...
Yes I'm living ,
but dying inside,
My heart is just beating,
coz, there's nothing else it can do ...
Yes I'm breathing ...
but suffocated in side ...
I'm still alone in this crowd,
Yes I'm laughing,
Also .... I'm crying inside ....
But my eyes don't know how to hide,
I looked satisfied,
can't see ... I'm hungry inside...
I looked energetic,
but .... tired ...... inside,
I'm so tired of pretending everything is "OK"
My tears are starting to show,
But though .. 
always hopes for everything amazing ....
Life is just .... amazing .....

.... The worst thing I have done ....

.... The Worst thing I have done ....

I was always with you...

I never left you alone ...

was with you in every moment....

... when you feel sad ...

but the worst thing I have done is that ...

"I trust you"....

I always made you happy ...

I never let you cry ....

When you was away ... 

whenever you felt alone ....

but the worst thing I have done is that ...

"I trust you"....

I am the one you said you will never leave alone ....

I am the one you was wanting to see happy always .....

I am that same buddy as you said is your best friend ....

but the worst thing I have done is that ...

"I trust you"....

I am that one you said is your life ....

I am the same one you said is your love ...

also the one who was as important for you as your family ...

but the worst thing I have done is that ...

"I trust you"....

 I am the one you said part of your heart ....

A person you can't ever live without ...

a person with whom you share every sad feeling .....

but the worst thing I have done is that ...

"I trust you"....

 I was your thought ...

I was your dream ....

you said I was the person for your smile ...

but the worst thing I have done is that ...

"I trust you"....

I always kept telling you ... 

don't make me fall down deep ....

I can't stand alone ....

I .... really I can't... 

but you force me to trust .... & ...

but the worst thing I have done is that ...

"I trust you"....

 

But the worst thing .. trusting you ....

taught me the best thing in life....

Don't love ....

Don't trust ....

Don't think for others ....

Just be selfish .....

You will never feel bad for doing the worst thing in your life ....

.... Don't know ....

.... Don't know ....

Don't know where all my happiness had gone,

I'm carrying smile on my face...

but don't know since when...

I haven't smile...

Don't know where all my friends have gone,

we were going together...

I stopped for a moment ... 

& now I'm walking alone ...

Don't know where all my efforts have gone,

I tried hard for everything ...

but in the end... 

it all seemed ... useless...

Don't know where my love has gone,

we made some promises ...

she was never going to leave me ...

now I'm alone here waiting for her to return...

Don't know where all my dreams have gone,

they were here in my closed eyes,

but when I opened closed eyes ...

there only few water drops left ...

Don't know where this God have gone,

I seen him helping many people...

but when it comes my turn ...

I fount he isn't existing ....